an inconvenient short in my brain.

my brain has a short in it these days.

because i can't seem to remember how to firt with fine fellas.

f'real? ha. that was some crazy alliteration. has it really been that long?

now that i think about it, it has been a while.

seriously, i didn't even socialize with men my age this summer.

and at snow it was all just buddy buddy type of guys.

so i think i'm getting nervous because i'm at a new place?

and don't know if there is any potential with any of these men?

i don't really know.

but i do know that this has gotta change.

i need to be able to carry on a normal conversation with a male individual without blushing.

and also just talk and be chill. cause lately i clam up and don't even say anything.

and then i just seem like a brat.
i swear that i have never been as awkward as i was about five minutes ago.

anyways. i vow to be less awkward and more normal from hence forth.

because this is a terrible problem to have.

i'm a rusty flirter.

this is pretty much a prime example of me these days.
minus the beer.

ha ha. i googled "awkward girl" because i felt like i needed to include a picture.  and this is the gem that popped up.