passions and san diego

i am a little bit in love with san diego.

we used to come here all the time when i was younger,
but it has been almost 10 years.

and in those 10 years i forgot how much i love the feel of this city.

i love it so much that i have in fact

added it to my list of places to live.

my list now looks a little something like this:

[1] russia [2] new york [3] san diego [4] seattle [5] boston [6] england 

also. there are about a trillion spring breakers here and 

it makes me want to rent a beach house on pacific beach next year with 

some of my most favorite people. 

so that is exactly what i plan to do.

plus. there are loads and loads of men here. 

the ratio of good-looking men to girls is about 6:1, 

so that's always a bonus.

being here has also reminded me of two things to add to my bucket list:

go sailing & jet-ski in the ocean.

and lastly, today we went for a five hour bike ride alongside the ocean.

and while biking this thought repeatedly came to mind:

"if what you're doing is not your passion, 

you have nothing to lose."

lately i have been feeling that i need to find something i'm passionate about.

i feel like everybody has that one thing that they cannot live without;

that one thing that defines and drives them.

so i'm on a hunt to find my passion and then do it.

because guess what folks? 

i've got nothing to lose.

this is maybe something i've already talked about.

so i apologize if that is so.

also. i feel like i've been having a lot of 

self-improvement-pep-talk-i-love-motivational-quotes-from-pinterest posts lately, 

so i apologize for that as well.

i'm all out of scattered thoughts and random apologies for now.

holla.